Jaykush - Illest

DEPRESSION IS A SILENT KILLER. Read two stories from two people is are suffering from depression but does not let it define them.

TEEN FEELINGS



Growing up the middle child is not always easy. Especially if you feel like your never seen,it makes life twice as hard to deal with.You see how your older brother is treated and that makes you want to be his age so you can be treated the same.But your parents have another child an that child becomes the apple of their eye and you never had a chance to ever feel loved. Now as a teen you feel the same but your mind is way older than your age tells. Helping your parents with things typical teens would not normally help with,the only thing that keeps you going is the dream you have that one day it will get better. Being a girl does not help either because as a girl you yearn for love so you find it else where.Your parents never seem to have money for you but have money for everyone else. So it starts to make you believe that all you deserve is the left overs. yea i know how you feel.

THE GIRL WHO GREW UP ALONE IN THE WORLD.



At the age of 13 my best friend passed away, my mother and my father was not in my life.I had to move in with my aunt and start over. My aunt soon became someone i can talk to so the alone feeling slowly went away. But that was only for a few months because then i was shipped off to live with my other aunt and her family. I stayed to myself for a long time never really feeling like part of the family. My father would come see me every week. Which made me feel like maybe he really loved me. But as time went on he slowly stopped coming from once a week to once every two weeks until i did not see him at all. He would not even call when i was sick. I built up a wall because i did not want to get hurt anymore. But i let my grandmother in because i knew she would not hurt me i wanted her here forever.But then my life crumbled when she died of cancer i promised myself that was the last person i would ever let in. I never wanted to feel pain like that ever again. The day you graduate from high school is supposed to be the most happiest day of your life. But not for me because instead of walking off stage to hug family members i walked off and took the bus home. No one came for me but i no life will get better i have hope..........

WHEN IS VINCENT GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT ?

Tamar's manger and husband Vincent has been over weight for a long as we can know.Tamar has been married to Vincent for 6 years,i think she should have convinced him to lose weight by now.She once said on her show Tamar & Vincent that she doesn't want to gain weight but yet she accepts her husband to be that unhealthy.Plus he is a father how is he going to run and play with his child if he is unhealthy.

ROB KARDASHIAN WEIGHT GAIN.What is haunting him?

AFTER                               BEFORE

How in  one year you gained all of that weight.Shame on you, look at your sisters they are all  successful.All people know you for is  not being talented and fat.how come you wanted to get help but then you got bigger. Rob, McDonald wants you to leave them alone.If you are going through something that is causing you to eat so much just go to a therapist.You have to learn to love yourself again.

STRUGGLE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS

Life is a gift,I accept it.
Life is an adventure,I dare it.
life is a mystery,i'm unfolding it.
Life is a puzzle,i'm solving it.
Life is a game,i'm play it
Life can be  a struggle,i'm facing it.
Life is a beauty,I praise it.
Life is an opportunity ,I took it.
Life is my mission,i'm fulfilling it.
 -Anonymous-

GENERAL TOPIC..What ever happened to protect and serve?

                                                                    R.I.P Eric Garner
Law enforcement officers are acting worse than the criminals. Law enforcement are there to protect the people but seems that all there doing its hurting them. More and more videos are being uploaded to the web about law enforcement officers using unnecessary force. A recent example is Eric Garner, after he broke up a fight the police started to hoarse him.In the video you here him say "every time you see me you want to mess with me".Then approximately six officers came and pretty much suffocated him to death.Another example is the ATL swat raid. A family was staying at a relative's home because their home burned down. The ATL swat team busted into the home and throw the smoke bomb directly into their toddler's crib. The bomb exploded into the boy's face.He was only 19 months old he did not deserve that at all.Now am confused on what the law enforcement is actually here for to protect and serve or to hurt and kill.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN TRIALS & TRIBULATIONS

“You know my name, not my story. You've heard what I've done, but not what I've been through.” 
― Jonathan Anthony Burkett, Neglected But Undefeated

Everyone goes through trials before they reach their goal(s).Not everyone's life is handed to them on a silver platter.They have to work hard to get to where they are now.people like to jump to conclusion  and

judge somebody without knowing  how  much work or what they did to get there.

"Do not judge me by my successes,judge me by how many times i fell down and got back up."

-Nelson Mandela